track

track is going pretty well i guess...and according to coach i'm getting stronger because when you ache your muscles are weak. okay then...anyway. so last night i was taking a bubble bath to mabe soothe my sore muscles, and i was texting while i was in the tub and i guess it was just too humid or something in there for my phone..it went crazy. and it was like right while i was in a conversation with jacob. it pissed me off so bad. so today i couldn't text anyone and that sucked. but during track, i had to pee, so i went in to pee and i got a drink, and i saw Anthony (he's the same age as jacob...going to be a senior next year while i'm a stupid little sophomore *sigh*) and so i started talking to anthony, and me and anthony have been good buddies since seventh grade (he was my stand partner in guitar haha) and so i talked to him for a while and then jacob came out of the locker room. well, like yesterday when i saw him he didn't look happy at all to see me... i was like hey jake! and hes like: Oh hi. why are you here? and i was like: well i had to pee and get a drink so i did and i saw anthony and came over to talk and here i am. and hes like oh, lucky anthony! and he was totally being sarcastic about it and it really hurt my feelings. it was just the way he said it becuase he said it and then he looked at anthony and laughed and i almost cried right then and there. fortunately, i kept it together all through the rest of track and through PTC's until i got home. and i also was like: so you're not going to give me a hug?? cuz he was walking away and i was being my usual playful self, and then hes like okay fine here's your hug. geez...you know how usually between guys and girls its usually the guy who's confused about how the girl acts??? yeah well its totally opposite between me and him. haha me and quinci were talking about the guys we like and shes like yeah my seminary man...well i 'm afraid he might kidnap miley cyrus and take her to prom and i was ranting about stupid religion and how jacobs not mormon and shes like okay, i will try and convert jacob if you make sure my seminary man doesn't kidnap miley cyrus and take her to prom!! and i was like okay deal!!! becuase i was talking about how i want him to be the same religion as me, for well...religious purposes sorta but i dont want to change who he is, you know?? and yeah it just kinda sucks so me and quinci made a deal haha i dont think its going to happen though...sadly. oh well. i guess i will just have to get over it and move on with life....